gays, beki, bakla, kabayo, serena, paro-paro at iba pa

hey! don't get me wrong...It's not that i'm jealous nor find them intimidating but rather i plainly hate them...
Iknow for a fact that they are also humans, with emotions but when you trusted them and you whole heartedly  gave your trust that you even overlook things that they do wrong to the point you treated them just like a sibling they " Betray"...

because of that i develop this habit that whenever i see a gay or someone who is bit of femenine i tend to mock them or raise  brow at them, scanning head to toe... i blurted out the words being a gay is a psychological problem factored by it's environment never by genes nor food.. being gay is influence by the people around you if you mingle with gays as well.

like you're a only son among five females sibling, as such you see that the treatment of your parents to your female sibling is different that they protect them and lecture while on your part you tend to get boxed scolded a lot and treated badly you would want to be a female as well thus you wantimg to be treated the same as your female sibling you would want that...


What really gets on my nerves are the "gays", who has a lot of confidence wearing skirts and blouse with long hair to have the courage to even think that they'll have a chance on me if they suddenly change into a guy.. to even be thinking that they love or the nightmare that always hunt me is that they become your stalker

Elementary...

Shocks! nagulat talaga ako kanina...to think na....grabe alam ko na common na ang pag-aasawa pero common...hahah sa edad ko na twenty-one siguro iniisip ng iba na weirdo ako...well medyo..hahaha..

Ang tinutukoy ko ay an invite sa akin ng isang kapitbahay/ elementary school mate...Ang weird talaga dahil hindi kami ganun ka close para invite niya ako na maging abay besides the fact na nung 1st year high school kami e inamin niya sa mga kapitbahay namin na crush niya ako since grade two elementary kami...hay grabe...siguro gusto niya i show sa akin na he got over me...well good for him pero hindi na niya kailangang e invite pa ako at gawing abay...kasi I never liked him in the first place, I'm flattered na he liked me before pero past na yun and i think ang ganung na emotion ay hindrance.

Sa totoo lang excited ako at the same time ayoko dahil alam ko na ang lahat ng invited doon ay mga kakilala ko since same school kami before...bukod pa dun ayoko ma face ang mga tanung na....Ilan na anak mo?, May asawa ka na ba? at May boyfriend ka na ba?...hahahaha...grabe na ito, ang mga tanung na yun ang worse dahil ang sagot ko dun ay puro ngiti lang dahil wala kasi sa mga balak ko yun, ni hindi sumagi sa isip ko at pag may mga guys na naglalakas loob ay shoot down ko agad dahil ayoko...siguro dahil hangang ngayon hindi pa rin ako maka get over sa first love ko na si Adrian...to think six years na siyang patay..hay grabe pero ngayon I'm being haunted by this event...Sana lang taggapin niya ang excuse ko na "busy ako, at baka hindi ako maka attend kaya hanap na lang siya ng iba na maging abay". Ngayon palang humihingi na ako ng tawad sayo at sa magiging wife mo dahil may fear ako sa reality na "young adult na ako"...at hangang ngayon para parin ako bata kung umasta siguro dahil din sa height ko na madalas ako pagkamalang second year highschool...grabe...


Kaya naman John Patrick at sa iyong future wife sorry, busy ako...(-.-)